17 March 2015

Pengalaman bersalin anak pertamaku

Assalamualaikum semua :)

Alhamdulillah Allah masih bagi kesempatan untuk aku bernafas pada hari ni dan menaip entry ni.

Seperti yang tertulis kat tajuk entry ni, ye, aku dah selamat melahirkan anak pertamaku. Bila? Di mana? Akan aku ceritakan kemudian.

Tapi saat melahirkan tu sememangnya saat yang tak boleh dilupakan sampai bila2. Terlalu sulit untuk diungkapkan dgn kata2. Hanya Allah dan wanita yang pernah mengalaminya je yang tau.

Hmm.. Nanti aku taip entry yg detail ye. Kena taip slow2 supaya x tertinggal walau satu saat pun. Bukan setakat untuk bacaan kalian je tapi utk kenangan aku juga di masa akan datang.

Ok la korang, mata mcm ngantuk ni. Nak tido kejap ye.

Wslm.

17 January 2015

Soledad

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.


Soledad.

I wonder what does that mean.

And now I know.

Not only the meaning.

But also able to feel it.

Right here, right now.

Deep inside.

Helplessness.

Its eating me from inside.

 ***

Back to Allah, Nadia.

You know He's the ONLY ONE that you have permanently in your life.

Who has never leave your side even for a second.

Who has never forget about you.

Who has given all sorts of test to you in order for you to always remember Him and come back to Him for help.
 
While others are leaving you, making you feel the emptiness, lost of love, He's always there.

Waiting patiently and never loose hope on you.

***

Out of so many things, the only thing that I cant accept is the look --- was it fake?

Has everything gone --- just like that?

I'm hurt.

But i believe its not important.

May Allah assist me in fixing this. 

***

Allah's love is enough.

But His love comes in many ways which some of it I've taken for granted --- unnoticed.

May Allah ease my journey, strengthen my spirit and guide me to a better path in the future.

May Allah provide me His Mighty Love during this hard time.

May this test turn me and also my little khaliff in becoming a strong person.

I really need it.

Desperately.



16 January 2015

My cute hubby...

Assalamualaikum...

Tengah bercuti ni sebab ada urusan kat rumah yang tak setel. Later i story k.

Tengah browse cari barang baby kat internet, tiba-tiba rasa lucu dengan satu benda.

Teringat bila hubby insist nak beli Johnson&Johnson baby oil kat midvalley last month without knowing whats the purpose and solely based on checklist dari internet. (which i refused to buy, of course)

And there's another moment lalu tempat baby lagi and still nak grab baby oil. (and i'm persistently refusing....)

Hehe. CUTE!

I know you're gonna be a great father and Imam to me & our beautiful children. Keep the cuteness going ya.


Love,

Your wife, Mommy-to-be (In Shaa Allah..)


P/S - but the kryptonian thingy is still doubtful.