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Assalamualaikum..

almost a month! haha.. tought of discontinuing this blog oredi~
a month 2 go for final exam..adehh..tnsion-type headache menyerang!! huhu
still having fun even got plenty of probs 2 b solved..hv 2 move on ba..wut 2 wait for kn??
all probs wont stop me..hopefully..praying to Allah to help me facing evrything..
btw dont hv 2 remove d tonsil (for d time being lorh..) coz i still can bear with it..
wait til nex fever coming, then rethink bout it again.hahaha~
missing my parent so much!!~ owez d best raya ever (evrytime raya oso d best ma..)
still get duit raya..tot im oredi big enuff to stop getting it but im totally wrong..younger-looking kot..wahaha..perasan skit la...got lots of asgmt 2 b finished but still lazy to do it..OMG..this is madness!! (pinjam ayat sepet)
juz nk merepek since almost a month left dis blog w/o any latest post..quite boring to post anything since 2 much fun w/o internet..hahaha..sorry dowh..still needing d internet 4 asgmt..jgn majuk ye intenet ku syg..wek2..okla..chow dlu..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

Salam..

no sigh~

im trying 2 fix my swollen tonsil but what i got is gastric!! very d very painful!! i cant fast as long as im on medication. bad!! worst!! ingat ni buy 1 free 1 penyakit ke?? haha..nice~

if i warded,plz sumbody come 2 d hosp n take a pic of me in hosp gown n post it in my blog?? can anybody?? haha..so sayang la hv 2 undergo surgery..never imagine of any like this in my life..if i cant talk after this, bear with me ya my frenz..coz i may not picking up ur calls anymore..redha..

wut happen 2 me???

feels like running away from everything!

hate every single thing in my life!

trying to rule out things that can make me smile but found nothing!

how could it be??

my tears r juz like d river..flowing without nobody can stop it!

hurt inside..torn apart..i was killed!

damn!!!

how much i hate myself now..nobody can ever imagine it!

i know how to laugh but i feel like sumbody need to teach me how to do it properly!

i want 2 sleep forever..!

i dont want 2 face anything anymore..!!

i want myself back!!

im losing it lil by lil..!

my strength..my faith..has gone!!

painful...!!

i cant stand it..!!

I'M SUCH A FAKE!!!!