31 August 2009

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saya demam
badan panas
tekak perit
mata sembap
telinga cantik
bibir kering
leher jinjang
perut gastrik
pinggang ramping
kaki lenguh
. . . L E N G K A P . . .
tu je

i TOLD u..no LIES plz...

Assalamualaikum korg2..

Salam merdeka from me..hehe~ smlm my fren lepak kt dataran, waiting for fireworks to pom-pom kt langit..malangnyer..NONE!! haha~ tp kata beliau, dataran itu penuh dgn mat2 motor n even kete pun park je kt tgh jalan!! hebat la..n mmg xde countdown!! pastu mlm ni lak pesanan utk sume rakyat mesia bahawa sila lah penuhkn tangki minyak kete anda kerana esok hrga minyak naik.kn?? sy pun tatau la betul ke x..x update sgt..haha~

Sgt pening kepala la dgn esaimen. exam dh abis. doa la yg terbaik. hmm..skrg ni pose pose n pose smpi la raye. sgt best. jimat duit. tp duit abis ke lain lak. aduhh..abis ke mane ek?? huhu..adelaa~

Btw kn..xpela..tribute utk org yg meninggal je kn..hehe..juz nk clarify merangkap nasihat, klu x suke ckp je x suke. xyah nk berdalih mcm2. x baik. kesian kt org tau. xyah nk make-up story psl sume benda yg x baik if u really not doing that..u may not know klu org made up story gak kn then u misunderstood ke..if u dont value frenship, stop making frens ya..coz it might hurt ur frens sooner or later..for me its a gud way u tot me dis way..u r juz a gud planner..tabik!

Nk share vid ni dgn korg. percubaan mencucuk tgn org..xpe kn pegang tgn org klu utk tujuan pembelajaran?? shud be la..sbb x cukup glove..wawawaaaaaaaa

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Oleh kerana susah nk dptkn tgn wanita (since wanita sgt menjaga tgn mereka) utk upacara berlatih ni so terpaksa la minta tlg rakyat mesia yg berjantina satu lg. dan hasilnya?? haha..watch it by urself la..mmg menggelikan hati sbnrnye..ju ju ju ju~ thanx 2 ju for recording dis..haha..x psl2 kena tegur..kui3..xpela..nama pun blaja kn..

Erm..sat lg nk g cari kuih raya utk mak ni..haha..mak ni kan..rajin mkn kuih raye je..buatnye x pnah..ye ar..penat2! sy pun penat memakan kuih raye yg sedap2! x hidang lg dah abis..nasib la kn mak..pelihara anak lembu mmg cmni jdnye..erk..sape anak lembu?? anak kucing ba..silap2..

Ahh..xtau nk post ape lg sbnrnye..rase mcm mereng time2 merdeka ni..haha..perutku x merdeka...!!! sgt sonok!! ju~ bgn la..kata nk g loyattttttttttttttt..haha..sebok je sy ni..

Bah..end la kn..sbb xde ape nk dibebelkn lg..Salam..

26 August 2009

gLoOoMiness iN my Day..

Assalamualaikum frenz..

Sharing is caring..dats wut i learnt n dats wut i taught ppl too..share problems, share foods, share lots of things as long as u can share it..n now juz wana share with u a very beautiful song..n i would like to dedicate it to myself since i lurVe to listen to dis kind of song..cedihhh...also dedicated to those who lurVe or might hv some bonds with this song..

My Chemical Romance - Cancer

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Turn away,

If you could get me a drink

Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded

Call my aunt Marie

Help he gather all my things

and bury me

in all my favorite colors,

my sisters and my brothers, still,

I will not kiss you,

cause the hardest part of this,

is leaving you...

Now turn away,

cause I'm awful just to see

cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,

Oh, my agony,

know that I will never marry,

Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo

but counting down the days to go.

It just ain't living

And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)

Goodbye today (goodbye today)

I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

Cause the hardest part of this

Is leaving you...

Cause the hardest part of this

Is leaving you...

25 August 2009

waaahh!!! (jewit dgn mulut paling besaaaa)

Assalamualaikum..


abis suda 1 paper.. syukur..(syukur ke??)..paper seterusnye plak!! hiyakk!!! adoiyai..sakit2..sakit jiwe ku..nnt abis je paper ke-2 tu nk wat mjlis berbuka besar2an dgn hamster la..haha..bkn dgn org ramai..nnt abish duit..kn kamu?? hehe~


time park kete kt K1 ni mcm indah lak susunan viva ni so sy pun snap la gmbr..chantique kn?? mcm konvoi laks..haha..pilih pilih pilihhhh....jualan murah ni..

cumil kan?? mcm geng viva la vida la plak~


pastu kn ni saje je la nk tunjuk lebam yg sy dpt hasil dr mengikuti klas JPA3 last week. ekceli x nyesal pun dpt lebam ni coz sy dpt men siram2 air guna itu hos bomba yg besar!! x cukup tu je..siap men pdm2 api lg dgn fire extinguisher!! hebat la. pasni dh bleh pdm api dh..meh2..sape nk bakar kain..sy tlg pdmkn nk?? tu 1st day pose yg sy n kwn2 kena berkawad then lari2..mmg besh la!! pastu ujan pun turun..maka kami pun basahh..tp smpi arini..lebam ni masih ade lg..kenangan~


ni plak pic sesaje time klas..sbnrnye tgh nantok tuh..haihh..huduhnye la bila x fokus dlm klas..tp kn..ade lg org yg lebih hebat dr sy!! nk tau sape?? scroll down la beb!!

Ju!!! dia mmg terer!! tdo kt dlm klas dgn selambernye..kalah aku! salute ar kt lu..hehe


KL ptg semlm time tgh mendung..seram!


KL di waktu malam dr umah..x santek!

ekceli xde ape pun nk diisi dlm posting kali ni..juz terasa mcm tension sket je..so tgk je la pic yg ade tu ye..bkn ape..mebi sbb sy dh abis berfantasy kot wat mase ni..since farmako is waiting~ haha..wish me luck!! sy nk berjaye!!! InsyaAllah~

bah..tata..salam

23 August 2009

Selamat Berpuasa!!!

Assalamualaikum yu allz~

erm.. posting posting posting.. few days b4 exam?? yeah!! i got exam on dis tuesday n thursday. pathology and pharmacology!! as far as i know, my senior didnt get A in dis papers. guess its tough huh..its ok..doesnt mean that i cant do it rite?? wish me luck!!

owh.. b4 i forgot..juz wanna wish u all SELAMAT BERPUASA!! so happy to see Ramadhan coming around again. if Ramadhan is my hubby's name oso makes me feel happy 2 c him around!! yaikss..cant break d secret am i?? well well well~ let us together pray for our happiness, health, lives, families and everything la..most important is our unity..hmm..so scared with all d rise in our economy currently (even i know very little bout it..tu pun ihsan dr anda) haha..

oye, recorded dis vid on final week b4 dis exam week.

location : HUKM.

starring : emed 2nd yr UKM, Dr Khaldun.

comment : hehe..conot gilew! mereng2 sume!~


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dis is part of our syllabus in emed course. even some ppl tagged us as bzbodi same as Dr, but we r juz doing our job. if u dowan us to serve u, then we serve others bigheartedly. no biggy for us..*wink wink*

btw cant express any emotion rite now since im so confuse with it..having a quite tough week now..y?? bcoz of sumthing dat i cant tell it publicly here..but wut i know is, i shud keep d changes in me going since i dowan to drag ppl into my sinful life. im happy if ppl happy with me..juz few things dat i must change about my attitude..-dont give up, dont be afraid of anything, dont fall for anything, dont cry, dont keep d anger longer, dont disappoint myself & others, dont make ppl sad, dont think things that happen as a burden or threat 2 my life, plz think positive, ahh.. so many things la..

in dis Ramadhan, it started with a huge disappointment actually..unexpressable disappointment!! soOoOo hard to face it actually since i like it very much..but most of d time, i have to keep my head up..dont look at d dark side of it coz its definitely has a bright side coming along...even that, im steel peeping into d dark side..y did i do that?? haih.. so degil la me.. i love 2 do things that i want 2 do.. and eventually it will tear my heart into pieces.. where me myself cant fix it.. but thats d gud part.. that's when Allah help me, bring me up by giving me a miracle of life..yess!! i call u as a miracle..a gift from Allah that i would never imagine!! i started my days with smile..i tend 2 forget my problems..isnt it beautiful?? yes it was!! it was beautiful..but when i started to stand on my own, i have to return back the miracle to Allah..that's when i returned u..n wut im doing now is thinking, evaluating myself.. the reason of y i can stand all dis while isnt bcoz of u...so i shudnt b regret when i lose u..Allah lend u to me with reasons..reasons that nobody would ever know..i leave it to Allah to decide wut is gud 4 me..

even if i fall..i shud smile..coz i shudnt be expecting ppl to help me all d time..b gud 2 ppl..b gud 2 myself..and to all, plz b gud to me 2..for all my fault to you my friends, im very sorry..hope i can change to a better person..jiwa kosong..

enuff la kot..love u so much, myself~

salam..

20 August 2009

LeTs goOoOoOo~

Assalamualaikum sume..

Sehat x?? sakit x?? sy sakit ni. demam2, penin2, seseme2, batuk2.. byk tul tu.. sume double2.. hehe.. aritu kn bukak facebook. skali tu came across pic my besfren time kolej dlu!! dia dah kawen?? hmm.. CONGRATES to her.. so proud of her.. dia bercinta dgn mamat tu dpn mata sy kot.. dan bertahan smpi skrg.. dan dah kawen!! im sooooooooo happy for her.. korg hepi x?? haha~


btw ni utk tunaikn janji wlupun xde pic sgt tp cukupla utk menunaikn janji bahawasanya sy akan meletakkn pic2 sewaktu pesta konvo ukm ke-37 aritu. sy kena jg 2 kali, satu tu syif mlm (6-10pm) n yg kedua tu syif tghari (1-6pm). agak memenatkn ditambah pula dgn kehadiran seciput pengunjung dan kebanyakannye singgah kat booth sy utk bg soalan2 yg jwpnnye ade je kt dlm kpale diorg yg berjambul tu.. haih.. menguji tahap kepintaran sy nmpk?? hehe.. cuak gak la.. sbb kn sy ni br je blaja mende2 nih.. so jwb je la pe yg patut..

ni pic booth sy.agak messy sbb share dgn another 2 courses.. tp bkn sbb share2 tu yg me'messy'kn tp sbb our tools tu agak besar n mmg menyemak lah!ngee~ erm.. nape sy tdo eh time pic ni diamik?? xphm..

ni lak booth dpn sy which is booth biomedic. diorg ade wat mcm2 test la. blood grouping, kira lemak n so on. i wish that i can check my fat since im so skinny woo.. ade fat ke?? mcm tarak ada pula.. hehe..

ni la benda alah yg messy tu.hehe.clockwise: cervical collar utk spine n neck injury, bag valve mask to assist unconscious patient with their breathing, ventury mask to supply oxygen, oropharyngeal airway to patent the airway by holding the tongue and endotracheal tube which is use pairing with laryngoscope (in next pic ya..). this is also to patent the airway..

owh.. by luck my last year scandal still around!! hehe~ this is the mannequin for CPR and the orange color thing with the pump called as splint immobilizer which is use on patient with fracture.. u all shud try it some days later.. hehe.. get injured first ya!!

ni lak on another table. clockwise: laryngoscope to open patient mouth for intubation with endotracheal tube, pamphlet on the first aid kit, oxygen tank in small size, pen torch for pupil checking, pulse oxymeter to check the oxygen saturation, sphygmomanometer for emergency action and last but not least, stethoscope that i have 1 of it too..hehe

this 1 is from forensic booth. as u all can c there is a yellow plastic band written as "DO NOT CROSS" n bla..bla..bla.. which i lurve so much to cross it!! these are what the forensic team will do in the crime scene. on d pic is a notty fren of mine which very d sengal tahap gaban (same wif me) name izni..she was my former english-mate in last sem for public speaking. yeay! very de sekepale la we.. there was a guy (forensic student gak) who looks like Yasin d singer (mimpi laila), suke je usik mamat tu coz very pendiam.lalala~



wah..what i hv here??? a guy!! no..a bf maa... hehe..very encem2..n not even looking at me..*sigh*..hehe..nk wat cmne la kan.. ni la nasib jd org pindik..huhu~ ni lak mannequin from environmental health course.. this mannequin supposed to be wearing a mask and a goggle coz dia nk g sembur itu asap utk bunuh aedes but bcoz of me ngendeng2 kt seblah dia, he cant barely move!! haha.. kuasa cintaku pdmu... *wink wink*

yg ni lak menatang yg agak mengagumkn yg sy nmpk kt tol bangi on d way g UKM BANGI for my 2nd syif. ade kambing ek kt semenanjung ni?? ingatkn kt sbh je ade..haha..kagumzZz!!




yg ni plak tangan yg dilukai!! hehe.. ni lpas amik drh utk cek talasemia ba.. sakit ke?? sikit la. tggu lg 2 weeks utk result ye!! cant wait woo..wlupun sbnrnye dah lupe2..nasib la...

final pic for this posting is... me n my hsemet!! hehe..chantique la spek i tu.. klu pkai time driving kompom strike masuk longkang kn?? haha.. tu spek utk 3D test yg sy rembat dr meja dak opto.. agak menarik la test dia.. menchabar kejantanan sket la!!

overall, jg booth ni best bila ade partner n bila org2 yg jg booth lain tu sporting n x wat muke mcm keje kilang. hehe. sbb kena la enjoy2. ape barang jg booth mcm g mjlis kebumi org kn?? xde life la..pastu mula la nntok, nguap2, masuk lalat then tersedak..?? ehehe.. xde la..tu yg berlaku kt sy tghari td..kui3..tp xde la lalat masuk mulut kn..agak melampau tu..hehe

bah korang2.. nnt nk post lg tp ni pun dh mlm. mata pun dah letih.. jom tdo?? jom jom jom..bubye ya..

salam..

15 August 2009

thaNx~

assalamualaikum buat _ _ _ _ _,

short posting 4 2day.. im tired in n out.. im not feeling well.. n i was left.. tu je kot.. its ok la.. thought frenship will last forever.. if it ends early.. guess i hv no right to argue bout that.. tq ya my fren.. take care.. salam..

hehe..sukenye die~

Assalamualaikum u all~

sy br abis kawad ni.. letih+lapar+nantok+wangi+fenin.. sume ade la.. lengkaps! oye.. aritu mcm sy ade janji nk post pic2 kt pesta konvo kn?? hehe.. nnti la eh.. sbb sy rase mcm nk amik pic lg time jg booth 2moro.. esok gak nk amik drh utk wat test talasemia.. klu sy -ve?? sape yg untung?? sy la.. haha.. urm.. tgh tggu nasi masak ni so smentara tu sy pun mengrecord 'rabbit' kecik sy yg sgt je gebu ni.. sape die?? hammy la... hero dlm katun wonderpets tu.. haha.. cian hammy. dia sgt takut dgn camera.. mebi transmission dia t'ggu kot.haha..


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adoi.. boring2.. meh kite study ye.. exam lg sminggu ni.. chayo2!! (skrg ni turn ladies mandi pool.. shud i go?? pdhal smlm dah terjun pun.. xyah ke?? patut ke?? ahh.. konpius!!)

bah..buhbye..salam~

13 August 2009

semaLam tu..bukan hari ni..tawu??!! hahaa~

Assalamualaikum yaa...

hurmm..agak rindu nk wat post wlupun br je bbrp ari sunyi dan SEPI~ hehe.. juz nk story2 pe yg bleh distorykn la.. xpe kn?? xpe ba.. sy suke ba.. haha.. erm.. semlm klas kt HUKM. very de bz woo.. letih gak kot.. tp enjoy!! pg2 dah masuk auditorium utk dgr talk psl MASS CASUALTY bla..bla.. erk.. apekah itu?? ohh.. mengenai Emergency Department (ED).. what they do in handling emergency cases n what's d function of all doctors when there's a disaster.. its very important for my course actually since it's focusing on our job while telling all medical students about what they shud do when they were called to assist in any emergency situation..

actually kn,without seeing it with our own eyes n without facing it by ourselves, we couldnt identify what r the importance of me/we as a paramedics.. korg tau ke pe paramedics tu?? ok2.. xtau eh?? sy bgtau la skit.. paramedics are the medical personnels that will assist u in any emergency calls (sepatutnye la..) which will help u throughout the procedure in keeping ur life safe especially in any accident and injury... tp utk kamu.. injury kaki sebab kena tekel time men futsal tu xde la paramedic dtg ye.. misi2 cumel je la utk kamu.. haha~

by right, if my finger tersepit kt pintu pun xde la kn paramedics attend i.. haha.. so i attend myself la.. ni juz small luka je.. xmo la tunjuk yg besar2 punya luka.. huduh tgnku..(ohh tidakkk!!!).. kasi kecik2 la pic kn..xleh tgk besar2.. malu maa..

btw that's not d only info dat i got yesterday.. not only focusing on d functions of ED but also talking about handling d media in breaking d news to d civilians.. no hiding, no 'no comment', tell d truth, b a fren of d media.. n bla..bla.. bla... nice talk by an ex-journalist of ASTRO AWANI.. wahh.. im so in lurve listening 2 her talk since d english is like water.. jelessszzz... xpe2.. yg penting d knowledge la kn..


ni 1st time masuk auditorium.. mcm jd ADUN lak.. haha.. mix dgn medical students.. rase down je.. yerla.. my course ni very not d femes la kn mcm medic tu.. xpela.. janji dpt tlg org kn?? yess!! owh.. pastu kn.. ptg tu ade klas men cucuk2 tgn tau..



ni some of d kits or tools in cucuking org.. haha.. yg seblah knn ade 4 kaler tu (pink,ijau,oren,blue) ialah jarum yg digunakan utk cucuk kt tgn org utk masukkn air/ubat/amik drh..byk la fungsi dia.. kaler2 tu sbb ikut size.. yg paling besar jarum dia ialah yg kaler oren tu..!! haha..takott.. yg standard utk adult is d pink kaler.. cumil2.. utk paed/dak kecik is kaler kuning (not in d pic).. kecik je jarumnye.. pastu kn yg dlm paket besar sblh kiri tu lak utk cucuk kt leher!!! oh tidakkk...!!! sy sgt takut dgn prosedur itu.. huhu.. rase mcm kesian je tgk patient kena cucuk2 ni.. tp nk wat camane.. nk kena maintain their lives, kena la wat gak kn.. so far ok x murid2?? ade pape soalan?? haha~



erm.. yg ni lak ialah.. haha.. ni kes xde keje.. coz smlm ade klas farmakologi dr jam 8-11 pm tuh.. so agak mcm susah skit nk phm je trus conteng kaki.. haha.. kaki tu.. tp mcm kinyut lak kn?? ala2 tatu gitu.. sbb kaki je bhgn yg agak bleh dicapai kn.. so kaki la jd mangsa.. sgt lapar coz ade org mkn kfc sy!! xpela.. biar la dia nk boroikn perut dia.. sy redha.. huhu

so far klas smlm agak paham n best la lecturernye.. pstu klas jap td lak spatutnye ade kuiz tp berjaya 'tiup2' lecturer tu dgn pelbagai alasan mnybbkn kuiz tunda ke nexwik kerana sy x study lg!! double nexwik dah exam.. isk2.. mampukah sy?? utk?? jwb exam?? mcm takot la plak tau.. korg2 tlg la doakan yg terbaik ye utk kita bersama.. utk kwn2 emed yg lain.. plz keep our relation close.. jgn la pecah belah k.. since i hate 2 b immature anymore.. kita sume dah besar lebar.. nape kena berperangai kebudak-budakan kn?? shud all d probs b settled in a very peace n mature way la.. ok??

ok la kot.. dats it.. 2 my hsemet, ju.. hopefully u cpt sembuh.. x thn g klas sorg2 tau.. cian kt sy ni.. huhu.. ok ju?? stay strong N healthy!! i cook 4 u 4 3 days bahh.. haha.. oye,ptg ni kena g ukm bangi utk pesta konvo.. later i update dgn pic2 ye.. yeay!! study2...

salam..

10 August 2009

sePi..~

assalamualaikum...

ahh arini xde ape yg nk dituliskn n dibebelkn kecuwali mengenai... xde pape gak. haha.. mmg siyes xde idea.. nk kata tgh lapar x gak kot.. ju tgh msk kt dapur. nk msk ayam msk pedas katanye tp memandangkn keadaannye yg batuk ala2 kambing mengaum tu, sy menyarankn agar beliau tidak meneruskn niat suci & murni tu. hehe~ tp knape bkn sy yg msk?? adakah ada yg terfikir mengenai soalan tu?? klu xde bagusla. sbb sy x rindu nk memasak. sy biasanya msk utk org je.. org yg disygi?? mungkinkah?? dlu slalu lawan2 msk dgn remy.. kn remy kn?? haha.. msk nasi goreng.. kambing goreng..starfish goreng.. sudu goreng.. mcm2la.. erm.. tp minta mahap ye.. sy mmg x msk seafood.. kcuali utk biha d vogue! ewahh.. mcm kuli la plak..

tp yg penting sy tgh nk kena siapkn byk esaimen ni.. smlm kn ade org tu kata nk jumpa.. tp kn.. bau kentut pun xde.. haha.. kecewa kah?? x la.. hampa je.. sbb xleh nk sekeh2 dia.. lalala~ syukurla kamu slmt smpi ke destinasi yg dituju..

ee kdg2 kn sy mengalami tahap kepelikan yg amat sgt kerana sy rasa mcm pelik dgn sume org.. owhh.. apakah mksud sy?? sbnrnye berbalik ke topik asal td.. iaitu.. sy sbnrnye xde idea pun nk ckp psl ape ni.. haha.. so sile la baca ngarutan sy ni.. ee sunggoh buang mase korg je tau.. (sbnrnye ade ke org bc blog sy ni?? haha) tp kn.. setinggi2 ucapan tahniah buat remy kerana berjaya gak menggapai impian beliau.. sy sbg insan yg x bape nk spesel sgt berbangga dgn kejayaan beliau itu.. nnt klu dah keje jauh2 tu ingat2 la kt sy.. isk2.. nnt sape nk tlg sy lg kn.. awk je la kwn sy yg sentiasa membantu dlm susah & senang.. susah woo nk cari kwn yg mcm dia ni.. korg pun patut ade 1.. tp xleh la korg amik dia sbb dia tu sy yg punye!! wahh.. declare harta kah?? haha.. xkesah la kn.. yg penting sy seronok kwn dgn dia.. sesungguhnya!!~

ape lg nk ckp ni ek..?? sbnrnye nk post pic2 ni tp mcm mls lak nk upload. btw sy nk g mkn buah naga.. tau x korg buah ape tu?? klu xtau, erm.. xleh la nk tlg kn.. sbb sy ni pun x reti nk tlg kasitau.. mls mls.. ey, korg nk tau sumthing x?? pink ring tu ade superpower!! sy sgt bangga memilikinye!! hahaha.. ape la..mereng la sy ni.. nnt la sy post benda yg best2.. ahh.. keboringan..

09 August 2009

pink N me ~

assalamualaikum korang2..

well..arini memenatkn! tu je komen yg paling -ve yg sy bleh bg. huhu.. nape ye?? sbb sy berangkut fridge, tv n kotaks ke rumah sy a.k.a ostel ukm. hehe.. xpe ba kan..?? bleh je ba tu.. pasni dah bleh simpan air sedap2 dlm fridge tu.. metacih nicak cekeding atas usaha anda membasuh fridge itu!! sy syg anda!!!

btw arini dpt 1 present yg agak cumel n kinyut dr org yg mmg je kinyut n cumel iaitu..remy!! yeah!! i luv u la remy!! pink ring yg bagak besar utk sy?? so shweet!! haha.. sbb pe tau.. hadiah ni x smestinya mhl2 kn?? murah pun xpe coz itu tandanya org ingat kt kite.. tp.. pnah ke korg terpk.. korg ingat x kt org tu?? hmm.. mesti jwpnnye agak mengecewakan..

arini kan kamu agak memeranjatkn sy dgn soalan2 yg agak killer taw.. haha.. nasib baik sy dpt menjawabnye dgn tenang dan menenangkn.. wlupun jujur ckp hati sy bergelodak tetibe tp xpe.. sy tau sy patut jwb soalan cmtu supaya kamu x pk bkn2.. btw kamu dah byk tlg sy.. sy dah jatuh n sy nk bgn balik.. so sy minta tlg dr kamu tanpa kamu sedar.. pastu bila kamu dah tlg, xkn la sy nk melekat mcm lumut lak kt kamu kn?? so sy pun berdiri sndiri.. utk berdiri sndiri tu sy x perlu tolak kamu sbb bkn kamu yg lemah skrg ni, tp sy.. sesungguhnya thanx a lot to all my frens yg dah membantu secara lgsung mahupun x lgsung dlm memberikn semangat dan membantu sy menghadapi hari2 mendatang. thanx!

utk anda, sy harap anda cpt sembuh. klu ikutkn hati ni, sy nk p tgk keadaan anda. tp sy tau sy x wajar berbuat demikian kerana sy ni bkn siapa2 d hati anda lg.. ewah.. puitis siot! hehe.. rilek2.. yg pentingnye ialah anda jg kesihatan diri anda kerana anda x perlu 'pergi' utk menyedekahkn uang kpd sy.. sesungguhnya ada yg lebih bernilai drpd itu.. anda sedarlah.. yg terluka ialah sy.. yg merana juga sy.. yg harus meneruskn perjalanan slps jatuh dgn begitu teruk juga ialah sy.. anda hanya puncanya.. anda hanya angin yg bertiup kencang dan memedihkan mata sy d gurun sahara.. anda membuat sy mengikut laluan yg berlainan buat seketika.. sesungguhnya anda tidak harus berhenti utk bertiup kerana anda diperlukn, mungkin bukan oleh sy tetapi oleh org lain.. sedarlah ya.. kasih syg sentiasa wujud dlm hati.. tu x boleh dinafikan.. cuma kejujuran tu payah utk dicari lg..

berilah hati dgn ikhlas.. hargailah sesuatu perhubungan sebaiknya.. jagalah hati agar tidak terluka.. sy byk wat silap kt org tu.. sy minta maaf ye awk.. bkn niat sy utk melukakan hati awk.. awk terlalu baik buat sy.. awk sentiasa ada wlu dlm apa jua keadaan.. sesungguhnya!! sy sgt terharu.. butakah sy?? iya!! sungguh sy x sedar kewujudan anda.. peritnya kenyataan tu.. tp fahamilah bahawa hati sy sentiasa berbisik ttg perkara yg agak sukar utk sy fahami namun mudah utk dirasai.. (erk! ape aku merepek ni..)

kenyataannya skrg ialah jgn mudah jatuh cinta! tu bg sy la.. tp.. sy mmg mudah jatuh cinta..!!!! aduhhh... mmg tgh jatuh cinta ni sama bantal..huhu... nantok!! nite2 korang.. salam~

08 August 2009

motivating myself..chayo2!!!~

assalamualaikum!!!

ade org x?? hehe.. arini mcm dpt azam baru..anything dat come across my mind will be spitted out quickly! nape cmtu eh?? pe mksudnye?? cabar diri sndiri la.. pe lg kn?? wut i realized bout myself is im such a coward. sy suke simpan je soalan yg ade dlm kepala coz takut n malu utk bertanya! ee attitude ape la tu eh?? tah la..cuma skrg ni kena biasakn diri utk lebih ringan mulut. hmm bkn ringan mulut utk ckp benda yg x berpekdah tp utk gain knowledge la kn u allz~

btw td ade case presentation yg spatutnye wat dpn Dr tp xde Dr yg free utk dgr. yerla..case tu pun mcm x ori je kn, cmne la diorg nk dgr. haha.. kutuk diri sndiri.. tp tahniah la jgk..mls dah nk senyap2 pasni.. burst out je..take out everything yg sy ada utk kebaikan sy..tul x?? tull!!!

ni pic sengal2 time br lpas wat physical examination kt sorg dak cina..siap ade stet tu kt leher.. haha.. aset tuh! cuma labcoat agak bagak besar la.. nk beli baru yg lg body-hugging la pasni.. br la seksi..wahh!! i like~

ni katil tumpangan utk sndrkn montot sket.. montot berat kah?? manade isi pun..lalala~

dgn dak dewi yg shelalu berani ala2 gaban gitu.. kena tunjuk pro dpn patient.. hik2..terase lawak la dewi dgn performance kita arini..tp dpt dgr bunyi lungs yg mcm menakutkn tu pun dah jd 1 kebanggaan n kejayaan wat kite. yeah!!

oye.. arini dak jehan dgn kinah kata ada kes positif H1N1 kt ER so klu kuar jumpa patient kena la pkai mask. terpakse la snap sndiri kn sbb mcm sng skit nk posing. hehe.. lgpun time ni dah setel pun. dah abis jumpa patient. agak letih la.. tp apakan daya.. syukur bkn buruh kasar.. klu x,kasar la tgn sy yg br je nk halus mulus ni..hoho..(perasannya~)
papepun arini agak bahagia gak..bahagia scale is 8/10 even ade rasa kesepian d sudut hati ini..
tp xpe.. life must go on.. do not depend on people.. even terjatuh pun, try to pick myself up by myself.. jgn slalu hrpkn bantuan org.. nnt naik lemak!! (tp bdn sy sgt kekurangan lemak la.wawawa~) apa mau jadi woo..
wat korang2 sume.. jgn biar mslh menghanyutkn kita.. jgn duk sensorg.. if there's any activity around u, join je.. jgn sisihkn diri coz x sume org perasan muka kita yg bermslh ni.. huhu.. chill la kn.. ~.~
last but never d least, stay cute all d time.. hehe.. x cute pun wat2 cute jer.. pe slhnye.. oye.. smile owez gak.. coz mmg akn terasa different bila kita senyum especially time ade prob.. try tau!! bah.. cukupla suda bebelan sy ni kowt..time 2 shleep like a sheep..haha
salam...

05 August 2009

arini sgt sewonok~~

assalamualaikum all~

hehe..arini kan g klas kan sy sgt heppi...otw g klas (time dlm bus) pun dah senyum2 sndiri.nape ye?sy pun kurang sure la..sure up!haha..tu iklan ape ek??rahsia2..btw arini de klas physical examination yg menyebabkan sy terpaksa menyentuh tubuh lelaki!!tubuh sapekah yg malang itu??tubuh anderson la kot.haha.juz nk buat abdomen examination la..so tekan2 sket d sane & juge d sini..yeah!

pastukn tetibe kena g resus oleh Dr Suria!! resus tu ialah kwsn yg menempatkn pesakit yg kritikal yg memerlukan perhatian lebih teliti.smpi2 je kt resus trus Dr suh wat Rapid Medical Assessment kt sorg uncle ni yg dah agak tua.ngantuk sey sbb br lpas mkn nasi lemak time tu.pastu agak terkezut la.sume blurr..ape RMA tu??haha.bkn x blaja lg.tp psl dah blaja benda baru so dah lupe benda lama.haih..tp still best la cuma otak agak tepung!!haha..tepu ba..

oleh kerane sume ketepuan maka kami masuk ke dlm klas then tdo.haha.pastu masuk la sorg Dr ni yg mmg best gilew ar cara dia ngajar.ekceli nk ltak vid ni tp senget lak.kang korg tgk pun kpale kena senget.haih..mane la sy tau cara amik vid yg sebenar.janji amik je..td kn sbnrnye nk wat post ni sbb tgh excited nk cite pe yg Dr tu ajar tp tetiba mcm mls la plak.kita tukar topik lak ek..

arini akhirnya dpt gak msk kt umah!!! dah ade dapur gas,tong gas,kepala gas,hos dan x lupa juga kuali n senduk!! sgt hepi! psg sndiri tu..x susah pon..rase mcm sgt berbakat lak.dah la tong gas pun angkat sndiri smpi tgkt 11.haha..tggi kn??penat woo pnjt tangga..kui3..so esok bleh la (InsyaAllah) bgn sahur..sok kn 15 Syaaban..sunat berpuasa..besar fadhilatnya..


btw ni dia berus tandas yg sy dah belikn utk kamu..nnt klu kamu pulang ke KL,jgn lupa amik ye..ni pedang utk kamu lwn2 dgn chiki kn??hehe~ sikat rambut pun bleh ni kot..haha!

x lupe juge nk sertakn d cni pic kucen2 yg agak kinyut kt HUKM. mereka ni sy dapati agak fotogedik ye spt sy gak. dan mereka sntiasa berrrsedia utk disnap bebila masa..lihatlah hasilnya..haha..cumil2 la..dan cumuut!


k la..dah nantok la plak.so de klas lg.nk mndi pool lg.haish..mcm2 keje nk kena wat.haha..k u allz..nite2..

03 August 2009

mane kepala gas ku???? ahh~

assalamualaikum ya buat temen2 gue~

apa sih post buat kali ini??? hmm..iya!! gue ingat udahh!! mengenai tong gas! haha..dah ade tong gas baru..yeay! sgt gumbira sehingga terlupa bagaimana cara utk memasak guna tong gas sahaja..kuang3x..
nasib la kn klu ade tong je..buka tutup gas tu then nyalakn api ek?? cmtu kah?? cmna kah?? letih2~ esok ade test ni..ade org tu offer diri nk jd patient sy utk dinakedkn tp dgn syarat jd suami dulu!! propose sy kah?? aduhh..malunya diriku~
tp berita sedihnya ialah..chiki yg terpilih!!! tidakkkkkk...!!!! tp tu kn mmg bf chiki kn syg?? mama pasrah..isk3..biar mama tgk je chiki dok atas pelamin yg terbakar dgn dia ye..mama tepung tawarkn chiki & dia.siap salam cium tgn lg tu..hahahahuahua..pelamin angan ku musnah...kui3..
ape kess la kamu tu..chiki x reti masak tau.nnt kamu nk mkn pe??patut kamu pilih sy.wlupun sy ni agak tua berbanding chiki tp masih bleh pakai la..hikhik..(promot2!)
adoi!! kesengalan melanda diriku~ ju tgh kuar g dating ni..ku keseorangan la plak..xkn nk ajak abg bangla lepak kt umah..ke sy yg patut lepak kt umah diorg?? haha..nnt baunye pon melekats..ohh tidakk!!
hmm...spatutnye sy sdg study ni..tp wat blog lg menarik dr segalanya..(yeke?)..haqiqatnya ialah..sy letih! kaki cramp! klu sok xde lab mmg kompom2 sy tejun pool lg skali utk kesekian kalinye! sy nk terer berenang..nk lawan dgn kamu..hehe~ ada berani??
ala..ape2 aje je la kan..tp..wahhh..!! sy nk g camping la..sape nk g camping angkat ketiak..!!! umm...xde sape?? hampanya..sia2 je korg dikurniakn ketiak utk tumbuh bulu..ee yaikss..haha..wek2..cukk la..erk..(ayat sape kah itu??lantak la..)
bah k la..cukup utk arini kerana spt tajuk d atas,sy sbnrnye kekurang kepala tong gas coz x beli lg so masih xleh msk lg la jwbnye..hmm..gune straw bleh x utk smbungkn tong gas dgn dapur gas?? haha..jwb sndiri la ye..nite2..luv u b...

stroberi..~ sedap sgt ke kamu??

assalamualaikum frenz..


post pd awal pg ni lebih kepada nk mengomel..ttg stroberi??tak la.ttg kenapa sy rasa kehilangan kaki.ye!mmg tu la ttgnye..kerana pd awal2 pg sy dah g buat kuak lentang,kuak kupu2 kuar dr kepompong,kuak beluncas pun ade dan x lupa juga aksi belut menyudu aweknye..hmm! sy mmg pasti ttg nama2 kuak tu sbb mmg agak femes d klgn sy..bleh kata arini sejam gak la conquer pool tu sensorg sblum kehadiran bbrp insan student unikl.sonok je tgk diorg mandi ramai2 tatkala sy dok melanguk kt tepi pool,kesejukan,kegigilan smbil membls msg bf chiki.


"chiki x jeles ke bf chiki msg mama syg?"


"x la mama coz chiki tau mama mmg gatal.suke rampas hak org."


"aduh syg..manade mama rampas.mama kn nk mengeratkn lg hbgn mertua dgn menantu."


haha..sedapnye klu chiki ckp cmtu..mmg melayang sume pinggan mangkuk kt umah..wawawa.. seb baik mkn dlm polisterin.so umah sy xde pinggan.mekasih! papepun arini sumenye sy puas.mandi puas2,nangis puas2 (smpi sakit pinggang!),shopping puas2, jln puas2, menggedik pun sepuas2nya! yesh! itu sudah mesti kn chiki syg..tu kn habit kita..


"x la.tu habit mama sorg je.chiki dak baik."


ahh..agak melampau statementmu itu chiki.rase mcm nk jual je sume bajumu.haha.x la syg..mama gurau je.arini ape je eh yg masuk ke dlm perut?? let's fikir~


-ns putih+telur ddr+smbl belacan+kailan ikan masin


-stroberi


-gula2 ape tah..(utk thn lapar.haha)


hmm..dr mane dpt stroberi??dr cameron!! ye! sy x tipu korg! sy mmg dpt stroberi tu dr cameron.sronok g cameron stlh sekian lama nk g akhirnya dpt gak g.anda tipu! x bwk2 pun sy g cameron.tp sy dah smpi pun akhirnya.mm..stroberi tu xde la sedap sgt.smpi nk muak sy memknnya.x lak muak stroberi tu mkn sy ye??haha

tah hape yg sedap ttg stroberi ni.tekak sy makin kering lg ade la.haha~

sy ingat nk bg kamu stroberi tau tp sy cuma jumpa berus tandas.tu je yg mmpu sy belikn utk kamu.kamu x mrh kn wahai c pelik?? haha.suke la dgn kamu ni.kamu ni mcm sengal,x btol,mereng..yerla..pe ayatnye tu?? kita serasi?? haha..sy masih x sbr nk tggu kamu sakit. nk jg kamu di hospital sgt2..4 free bah..nda mau ka?? mau ba kn?? hikhik..letih2..tdo dlu...salam~

p/s-khas buat anda,thanx coz dah pas balik brg suha.sy hargai sgt2 usaha anda.semoga berselisih lg di lain kali...(manis sungguh gadis d samping mu itu..)

02 August 2009

hasilnya~

Sy sedang minum susu sambil baring time merefresh memory ni..lena sey..tp......huhu...terasa mcm nk mengabadikan lak..smbil mkn mee goreng sedap..aaaa...




sy sentiasa muat dgn ape saje ke??huhu..terasa diri ini begitu ce'ot~





luv my emed team..yeah!tp sofi dah xde.bro lak dah jrg jumpe.
anderson n sharil je la tmpt utk sy bergedik2..kui3






hhu..rindunye time nie..meredah ujan semata2 nk


balik ostel..maaf ye adik2ku..haha






skali skale amik gmbr xyah buka mate pun nmpk not bad gak..


alahai..prasannye si sy tu..





nape sy rasa mcm sy kelihatan spt Dr Nadia ye??hwahaha..mimpi je la ye..aaaaa~





sy jarang mempunyai skandal tp bila ada,
x sangka dia ni zuhud orgnye..
smpikn kamera pun dia xnk pndg??
tp dia x kesah lak sy menggendeng kt bahu dia..
haha..sooo lomentik la u..





sem 1 yg pnoh dgn zmn kebudak2an & keblurran..haha..konflik+penyerasian+penyatuan n bla2 of emed..lurVe~



sebenarnye la kn xleh nk lelapkn mata.dats y wat sume ni.nk refresh memory kt ukm ni.hope bleh gain balik fokus utk study.chayo2!! rindunye..dah setahun berlalu..another 3 yrs 2 go..pastu run our own life,own way..cedih2..tp ngga papa kok..frenz forever..tp skrg makin best la klas2 coz sy makin gedik!haha..pedulik la..sy suke je..erm..td kuar jap g maybank tp maybank tutup.erm..ade ke atm maybank yg bukak lg jam 3.50am?xde kot.ingatkn bank tu je yg tutup.rupanye sume atm tutup.pelik la.haha.kedekut sgt ke nk bg duit kt sy??sy cume nk TAC je la..haha..puas tenangkn kpale otak dgn memandu selaju 60 km/j pusing pudu,bukit bintang,jln tun razak then pusing kg baru.usha pemandangan la katakan..indah indah~

lapar gilew...

assalamualaikum...
arini sy buang sume ubat sy.tanak mkn ubat dah.biar la pe nk jd,jd la.kun fayakun.huhu.boring.nk g maybank request TAC tp skrg 2.19am.shud i go?shud!shud!lapar lak tuh.leh tdo ke ni eh?lapar ni..kebulur kot.x cukup ke mknn yg sy mkn td?nyesal x mkn byk2.dah la org yg blanje.tp td mmg dah x larat nk melantak lg.cukup2 la.cuma tu la 1st meal in d day,so mmg x cukup la kn..cian sy..td b4 kuar umah nmpk abg Hale's kuar nek moto.few secs later dgr bunyi dentuman!!abg Hale's tu eksiden!tp dia x pape.org yg langgar dia tu yg unconscious.cian.sy sbg paramedic-2-be rase guilty gile.ilmu mmg kompom2 x pnoh d dada tp rasa nk menolong tu ade.huhu.lebih kpd malu sbnrnye coz sy ni gadis.yg keliling tmpt kejadian sumenye guys.kang klu sy slh teknik,org tu mampus,abis sy kena saman.tidaaaakkkkk!!!haha~
tp siyes!sy dan ju dah mcm org x betul td..bersalah x bersebab..aduhh..rase mcm nk gelak.x psl2 je jehan jd mangsa.sy kol jehan n story evrything.tu kes bersalah sgt la tu.haha..adoi..sengal!!